Today i'm quite enthusiastic to write a post! actually today was my first day at work after graduation.. the place is not new for me because i've worked there before during summer.. actually i wont talk about the place, it needs another whole long post, anyway in short, it's a very dear place 2my heart.. but 2day i want 2talk about my feelings on the first day at work after being graduated!..ofcourse it wasnt that strange because of the place familiarity 2me.. but actually the day itself was different because it's the 1st time i stay those long hours working ! and trying 2concentrate and then i get distracted so i try 2concentrate again,,,lol, and continuing the rest of the day after work wth lots 2do too!! :S anyway it was nice, and i began 2retrieve memories wth that work and that place, and people... another thing happened wth me, and i found it hillarious somehow! well since i got the offer 2go back 2work at the office, i found wht people always used 2say ...
Sometimes, i feel that happiness hardly lasts for long...dunno if it's all people's case,,and btw, i'm not that sad now,,but, i was just thinking...every time i'm happy, it's veryyyy quick that bad thing that comes from far away !!
it can hardly wait for more time 2come!!
i dont deny ever that in my life uptill now i had very cheerful moments,,i thank God for them,,but,,,Sadness sometimes rushes 2us..again i wont say "us", i'll talk about myself,,may b it's not ur case here...i dunno if u will agree wth me,,anyway, i'm not the type who is very pessimistic,,on the contrary, i'm optimistic and always look 2the brighter day...
but sometimes, i feel everthing around me or anybody, wants 2take my peace out of my heart,,ofcourse it's not the person himself, or thing, i'm sure the devil wont b happy seeing any of us living peacefully..soo he wants 2 take that happiness away,,sadly i say this..because i want 2 keep my peace..but happily i remember God's promises that in Him we r strong enough 2 fight anything..
May God gives me and u all the strength 2 fight any bad spirit inside us..
Keep ur smile and i'll try 2keep mine..:)
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What i can share with you is a little experience: few days ago i was so down, my peace and happiness were stolen too, by Satan, by life troubles, or whatever, the result was: am not happy.
I opened my Bible in search for an answer, why am i not enjoying the happiness which is one of the Spirit's fruits?
What i found was:
"فى العالم سيكون لكم ضيق"
"مكتئبين فى كل شئ لكن غير متضايقين، متحيرين لكن غير يائسين، مضطهدين لكن غير متروكين"
"افرحول فى الرب كل حين"
What i concluded is being sad or unhappy is a part of life. These are feelings like any other, and we might be sad, but not desperate, because we have Faith, we have a rock we lean on. If u get sad, fight it, and accept it in the same time.
There are 2 magical words i believe in:
الرجاء and الرضا
I don't have an accurate translation for those 2 words, but put them together u will get this: work hard &have faith and u will get what u want, if u don't get it u'll be upset for a while, take ur time and live through ur sadness, work again &u will succeed next time if u r honest. And while u do this, be satisfied with what u've got then, because dissatisfaction and bitterness makes you lose the power that u need to accomplish things that will make u happy. I don't mean materialistic things, but dreams or goals. Yes we can make ourselves happy if we work for it.
Soo sorry for the long comment :)
But there was always something inside me that said: No it's not enough. Get on ur feet and try once more you lazy!
And my Mother was a true rock that i always leaned on, she's a FIGHTER and she brought me up to be a fighter too. I think her work as an Anaethesia Doctor is a part of this, it made her always struggling for the life of her patients, so men bab awola her own and her family's.
Life's beautiful. Keep smiling :D